30 03 2010

I’m sick. Or getting there. The feeling of sand in my lungs is entirely unwelcome.

General life’s been pretty sucky for me too. I’m having a huge ongoing spat with my mother and I don’t know where I should be for this summer, which leads to if I’ll be taking an extra year in university. My closest friends ironically enough provide the least helpful or comforting advice ever.

My marks are going down the tubes and I’m struggling to keep up with my council obligations. I hate half the people I know and I can’t tell if I’m going to have a major mental melt-down soon from never talking about my problems or if I’m just temporarily stressed.

My only comfort is food and naps which severely interfere with my plans to get super fit.


More recipes will be up soon. =)


The 4th Day of my Romance with Baking Soda

16 12 2009

While I feel a bit apprehensive about sharing my personal hygiene updates with strangers on the interwebs, I feel that it’d provide useful information to someone out there. Today’s day 4 after getting together with baking soda and I’m happy to say that we’re still going strong even though… I didn’t shower today.

Le Gasp!

Before all of you dive for the hills at my stinky grossness, I like to say that my hair was totally fine.

Well, I exaggerate. It’s only mostly fine.

I last washed it yesterday morning and right now, 7pm if you’re wondering, my hair looks like it’s only been a day since I last washed it. The worst are my bangs, because it’s against my forehead, the second most oily place on my face. But even then it’s not too bad. I remember my original complaint was that I couldn’t go for more than 24 hours without washing my hair without risking it to look like, well, greasy hair and this is certainly one heck of an improvement.

One very interesting to note though, is that my scalp isn’t itchy anymore… but it looks like dandruffs are appearing?! Very curious problem there. I’m hoping that the problem is only a transitional one and will go away soon. I don’t want my head to snow along with the heavens. That would be just SO attractive…

Did anyone notice that my title is a whole lot longer today?

Shampoo-less v. 2

14 12 2009

Day 2,

Today I managed to get some apple cider vinegar before my shower and used it according to the second part of that recipe. First thing first, I have no clue what’s in my cider vinegar because it doesn’t mention apples, does not list the ingredients but it does have pictures of apples on it. And it has the colour of watered down cider. That counts for something right?

So I smushed more baking soda goo into my hair and rubbed it in, and I think I need more baking soda to make a bigger goo because I don’t feel that a tiny spoonful is going to cover my entire head at all. Rinse etc. And the same thing happened as day 1, a soft, not super squeaky, clean. Next came the vinegar, which I stupidly used COLD water to dilute. Sigh. When I first poured that on my head I breathed in in shock and ended up with vinegar up my nose. Ah joy.

For some reason, now my hair feels lightly greasy. How did this happen?! Did someone put grease in my vinegar without me noticing?! Well, it’s not all that bad, but my head does smell like vinegar. Although the actual hair part, when I rub my fingers on it, still smells like shampoo from… that’s 3 days now isn’t it? What DID they put in it?

To not smell like a strange salad vinaigrette, I sprayed some perfume onto my fluffy short locks. I’m going out to buy some fabric today and let’s see if my mom notices the vinegar scent during lunch.

On another note, I started using my FCUK perfume that I bought on sale a long long time ago. It smells quite nice, hence why it’s in my room the first place.  I also fell in love with Marc Jacob’s Lola and Miss Dior Cherie L’eau. Not the actual Cherie eau de parfum, but the L’eau version. Majority of recent developments from Dior has strange things in it that my nose likes to object to. And by recent I mean the past 5 years, the original Miss Dior included.

Cherie’s mid notes are really really strange and strong, while the base note is closer to the L’eau, which is a lighter version (with a different recipe). Here’s Cherie’s eau de parfum and the l’eau’s notes comparison:

Miss Dior Cherie: Top notes of green tangerine and strawberry leaves. Mid notes of violette jasmine, pink jasmine, carmelized popcorn, and strawberry sorbet. Base notes of fresh patchouli and crystalline musk.
Miss Dior Cherie L’eau: strawberry leaves, pink jasmine, caramelized popcorn, strawberry sorbet, and patchouli. Sorry I couldn’t find the separated listing.

I’m guessing both of them have patchouli in the base and pink jasmine and the popcorn in the middle. It would seem that I probably dislike the tagerine or the sorbet, which is strange because I thought for sure I’d be objecting to the strawberries and popcorn.

Dior J’adore (bonus): Top notes of Calabrian Bergamot and citrus. Mid notes of rose. Base notes of gardenia.

‘poo is Poop!

13 12 2009

Recently I noticed that my hair goes from extremely dry after shampooing to unbelievably greasy in under 24hrs so I started looking for better ways to clean my hair without taking away all the oils and forcing my scalp to produce extra.

With black hair, even a little bit of oils looks super gross, and having very short hair only emphasizes the issue. If you don’t believe me about the grease being more noticeable on black hair, go people watching or ask the people around you. My blonde friends sometimes go up to 4-5 days without washing their hair (only when cramming for exams of course) and it’s barely noticeable with the way the light hits their lighter coloured hair (that is also likely to be full of various shades). The natural depth of colour really changes how your hair looks.

Anyways, I’ve been wanting to go without shampoo for a while now but with living in rez and seeing your friends everyday, there’s no way I’d subject these poor people to seeing my greasy hair during the transition period. That’s just evil.

Fortunately, there’s a 10-day gap between my exams and I’m now home for 4 of them. After Googling about 10 bazillion sites, I whipped up a liquidy solution of baking soda and water and smushed that into my hair.

The result? Well, when I was rinsing it, I noticed that my hair felt clean and soft, but not that squeaky, super dry feeling when I use shampoo. When I rubbed my fingers into my scalp, it still has that weird… scalpy smell that I always associated with dirt and grease, but much less so. So much less that it’s smelling like what I think is the natural smell of scalp.

When I shake my head to smell my hair (because my hair’s too short to bring to my nose), something smells really nice. What?

I think it’s actually the residue scent from my last shampoo, 2 nights ago (yeah yeah, I slacked off last night), which is kind of surprising because a) it was two nights ago and b) what’d they put in my shampoo to make the smell last so long?!

Actual appearance-wise, my hair doesn’t look greasy, but it doesn’t look shiny and clean either. I can’t tell if my hair is too layered to reflect light properly or my hair quality has gone down the tubes, but I kinda look like a shaggy dog. I guess that was to be expected since it was the first time and I was missing the apple cider vinegar step but hmm…

All the recipes for natural things I found and will probably try:

Skin Astringents:
Vodka and Tea
Mix 1 part vodka with 9 parts strong chamomile or mint tea.

Dissolve 1 tbspn of baking soda to make a paste.
Also try the following essential oils; tea tree, lavender, rosemary added to your baking soda if you wish.
Apply this to your roots only; work it in and let it sit for a minute.
Then work it through the rest of your scalp, giving yourself a massage as you go.
Next, pour 1 tablespoon of apple cider vinegar into a cup and add water.

Hair masks:
Yogurt hair mask
Separate an egg and beat the white until it’s foamy.
Mix with 3 tablespoons of natural yogurt.
Massage into the hair and leave for 15 – 30 minutes.
Wash out with baking soda.

Milk and honey mask
Mix a tablespoon of honey in half a cup of full fat milk.
Apply to your hair and leave for 15 minutes. Wash out with a mild shampoo.

Herbal Rinses:
Honey shine rinse
1 teaspoon of honey
4 cups of warm water.
Mix and make sure it’s well dissolved.
Use as a rinse after shampooing and don’t wash out.

Orange rinse for shiny hair
Juice of a fresh orange
1 tablespoon of honey
5 – 7 drops of sandalwood oil for a musk smell or use other essential oils of your choice.
Dilute with enough water to make a rinse – about a pint – and mix thoroughly.
Use after your shampoo and then barely rinse out.

Try some of these out. They’re easy and if they do work, will be much better for you than commercial stuff.

The 4th Wall

12 04 2008

Isn’t life lonely nowadays? No one talks to anyone anymore.

At the gym, no matter how busy it is in there, it’s silent. All that could be heard are the whirring sounds from the stationary bikes or the ellipticals. There isn’t a single person not listening to their mp3 players. Everyone is in their own little bubble – they rush in, get their stuff done and then rush out – all the while not saying a single word to anyone else. Sometimes they come in with their friends, but even when they sit next to each other, they shove their ear buds in and stare off into empty space while they peddle away.

I talked to my mom about this and she told me how when we first arrived in Canada, she hated our family car. Even though we were driving around to social events, we still isolated ourselves on the way to and from the place of gathering. She thought that if we didn’t rush about in our daily lives, silent, we wouldn’t have to rush about all the more to places where we could be ‘social’.

A book I read in grade 8 came back to me when I was talking about this. It was Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury. In the book, Mildred, the wife, had wanted to install a 4th interactive television on the last empty wall of the room. She wanted to belong to this television family and enclose herself in that bubble which will isolate her from the rest of the world. This strange notion in a dystopia world is no different that what is happening in our own society. We all try our best with Facebook, Myspace and whatnot to find people who are similar in interest with us, when all we have to do sometimes, is to open our mouths and talk. Whether it be in line waiting or on the bus, if we could just find the courage to talk it’d be so much better. The world would be a bit less lonely.